We are taking great care of Nekoda, he got a butt full of rat shot for chaising chickens and a good stay at the Wartrace Vet. He is so funny, he reminds me of a cartoon. You could not have picked a more unique dog. I never thought I would have another dog, but he has touched the whole family and we all look out for him. He loves tearing up stuff. I threw Tom's chair out on the patio for room for the Christmas tree. Wow, did he make short work of that. There is foam stuffing all over the neighborhood and then some. I love him dearly, I feel he is the only thing left nearest to you.
It is Christmas and needless to say everyone is thinking about you, I still get messages on Facebook from people missing you. I have made friends with your friends and I wish we could have had more of that when you were alive. You touched so many hearts my man, you would not have believed it if you were here.
I am your mother and I don't think anyone can understand how I feel, and I don't think they can. I set and look at your pictures and I am comforted by them, but also sad. Being selfish, as a mother just wishing I could hug you one more time.
I knew that car would kill you, and I should have said no, when you wanted it. But, you would have just rebelled, and I would never jeopardize our relationship we had, the one and only time I wish I had said "no".
Anyway, I hope and pray you are happy, just one little sign to let me know you are. I just have to believe the Lord for your eternal life now.
But, where ever you are, I feel I will be joining you shortly and that makes me feel better. Jenny and Patrick have a long life to live and remember you, I do feel for them. They loved there little brother, you have no idea.
Mom.
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