I have been thinking about you a lot lately, it has already been too long for you to be gone, I miss you so much. Now, we have to endure the holidays again without you, but it is better now. I hope you have a better life than the one you had here. And, I know deep down you do. I just sure wish you could visit just once, to let me know what it is like.
Patrick bought a new car and is very happy with it, he is doing well in teaching, Jenny hardly comes around, but I know she takes good care of your grave, she misses you so much, feeling like it is her fault you found that car.
I have come to realize that God had bigger plans for you, as I hope he does for me, leaving me behind in this cruel and getting crueler world.
I am finally doing my internship with a wonderful doctor. I think I will learn a lot from him. Hopefully be able to open my own business in counseling someday.
My dear sweet Drew, you were such a inspiration to so many, I hope and pray for you everyday that you are happy and in the Arms of Jesus.
It is not you that hurts anymore, it is the ones you have left behind and we will never ever forget you till we meet once again. This is what I hope to achieve in counseling others who hurt for loved ones they have lost too soon in life. We can't understand, all there is, is hope that keeps us going.
I love you my son.
Mom
